The Lost Battle…

An unexpected situation came in life.
Leaving no choice except to fight.
Life was giving some deadly moments of curse.
It was an invitation to battle, of course.
There was no support from inside and outside.
It was a playground with devils every side.
The bloody battle playground was set.
As there was no option to reset.

The battle started without any planning and strategy.
It was surely going to be a tragedy.
Not being afraid of the outcomes, gave the best.
No worry even though if I may not rest.
Sort of fear and tension surrounded.
Body, mind and soul, all were wounded.
There were no supportive and motivating noise to hear.
My face was flooded with red tears.
Left in the place of pain and void.
It ended by losing as it was a failed try.

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The lost battle which gave me a lesson of life.
Result matters and so does the attempt in life.
Attempt gives a chance to know the flaws and fault.
As no one is perfect by default.
Rectification of flaws are important to rise.
Not a wise choice to remain in disguise.
Battle still continues…
Some won and some lost.
Enjoyed the won and introspected the lost.
Learning from the day to day battle as well.
Deep diving the life which is indeed a “well”.
As…
The lost battle which gave me a lesson of life.
Result matters and so does the attempt in life.

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– Ashish Kumar

Oh my dear…

Roses are red.
The sky is blue.
Oh my dear…
I think, I love you.

Mind is fresh.
The day I saw you.
Oh my dear…
I think, I do love you.

You make me feel joy.
We both enjoy.
You became my life.
I became your life.
This reason is enough.
For both of us to survive.
How this happened?
I have no clue.
Oh my dear…
I love you.

The day you entered in my life.
Life became more than a life.
You wanted to become my wife.
I realized, it was a lie.
When you stared at me.
Scolded brutally and badly.
I understood, everything was illusion.
Made me to go in depression.
Both were happy as the time passed.
I now realize, you were doing time pass.
Playing is good but not with heart.
At the end, it surely hurts.
Heart broke and soul collapsed.
You are not the right one, I did realized.
Collected the broken pieces of heart.
As it stuck like glue.
Oh my dear…
I hate you.
I do hate you…

– Ashish Kumar

 

Doing the karma…

Every time I see a good sign.
It ends with a negative time.
During the midst of day and night.
I never had a time with positive light.
Darkness spread all the way around.
Momentarily losing my sound.
Betrayal, trust broke.
Hope ended in a sudden stroke.
No regrets what I have done for others and what others had done.
I am just doing the karma.

Lost in the darkest side of my own shadow.
Searching for a place which is at least hollow.
Heart wrenched and soul teared.
Repetition of the same, I always feared.
Eyes became watery and face was red.
Walking alone, I was a living dead.
Swallowed everything in the deep of my heart.
Its true from inside and outside, I was hurt.
No complain for all the mess which have come.
I am just doing the karma.

Unwanted situations coming again and again.
Its time for me to convert this to gain.
Reality needs to be accepted.
Rather than to remain frustrated.
Time will change this is for sure.
For the present I need to assure.
No regrets for all the pains which have come.
I am just doing the karma.
Walking on the path of dharma.
I am just doing the karma.
Just doing the karma.

– Ashish Kumar

… A HAUNTED MEMORY …

There is always a crowd.

But there is still a void.

The whole world is big in size.

But there is no place to properly reside.

 

 The feeling of loneliness taunts        him.

With a hope of having a joy.

Walking in an unknown path.

Waiting for proper time to fly.

 

He wanted to love.

He wanted to be loved.

Having a soft heart.

He used to get hurt.

 

He waits till today.

Hope keeps him alive.

She will come back.

That is his ultimate desire.