An Incomplete Poem


One day I thought of writing a poem.
After a big gap of many months.
Thought came and so do words.
I tried to pen down my words.
Mind was full of feelings and emotions.
I was trying to portray my inner situation.
Blurred in the midst of day and night.
I was writing the journey of my life.

Moving the pen slowly on the paper.
I started to describe my feelings on paper.
The journey which was belligerent and haunted.
Made me to write which needs to be trusted.
I gave my all effort to depict the suffering.
Slowly tears came while recalling.
During the course of the ups and downs.
I did have nervous breakdown.
Relationships became trading port.
I was left without any support.
Recalling those memoirs while writing.
My hand and brain were shivering.
I took a break for a while.
Hoping to smile while I write.

Couple of hours passed and I sat again to write.
Moving into deep of my heart to portray that drive.
Powerful emotions and strong words were chosen.
Unable to phrase the sentence, the poem was left open.
The poem was incomplete and I was shocked.
Made me to realize, I entered the writer’s block.
Feelings, emotions and scenes everything I have selected.
The poem which I started to write never completed.
I look towards my literary piece of work.
Hoping to complete that work.
As I started to write and complete the poem.
Made me to feel, it’s an incomplete poem.

 – Ashish Kumar

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Trying to paint the paper…


Living in the piece of a paper.
I am trying to paint the paper.
Left in the curse of time.
I am trying to build a new time.
Shattered with the sudden storm.
I was left in a beach of thorn.
The pain was unbearable and immense.
Like someone put an iron rod in the chest.
Tears came and heart wrenched.
Wondered how I got the bloody drench.

Shame acts and broken trust continued.
I stood and fought till I can continue.
During the midst of day and night.
Life gave me tremendous fight.
Sacrificed everything which I had.
Only thing left was the time which was bad.
I lost the battle with a brutal end.
Tried a lot to avoid that end.

Loved the fact that I still survived.
Even though I had no reason to survive.
I left the world which was never mine.
Building a new world which will be mine.
Life is such of twisted events.
Tackling them is prominent.
It takes time to forget and forgive.
Hence life must be lived.
Some time is required to move on.
As…
Living in the piece of a paper.
I am trying to paint the paper.

– Ashish Kumar

Your presence is felt everywhere…


Your weird look is also cute.
Compelling me to salute.
I wonder how you make such expressions.
That buries all my tension.
Your presence is a motivation.
Allowing me to move in your direction.
Whether you are here or there.
Your presence is felt everywhere.
I know you too feel the same.
Not showing because of shame.
I am there for you always.
You are there for me always.
I never expressed my feelings.
You never disclosed your feelings.
Residing away you feel your presence.
Miles away I feel your essence.
Trust and understanding binds us together.
Residing in each others heart we will live forever.
Your problems are mine.
My happiness is yours.
As of now, we are not here.
But…
Whether you are here or there.
Your presence is felt everywhere.
Your presence is felt everywhere.

– Ashish Kumar

Walking in the streets of life…


Walking in the streets of life.
Never found a reason to survive.
Ups and downs came frequently.
I lost my momentum suddenly.
Hoping everything to be fine someday.
I started to live in disguise everyday.
Gone are the days when I used to smile.
At a sudden, started to give fake smile.

Heart wrenched and trust broke.
At that moment I lost all the hope.
During the midst of day and night.
I was looking for a ray of light.
Gave all my effort whenever required.
Never got what I always deserved and desired.
Leaving all these in the buried part of the heart.
That left me in the situation with hurted heart.

Life is full of ups and downs.
Without struggle one can’t get a crown.
I have fallen and fought the situation.
Now its time to create a new option.
A journey to reach a new destination.
With more confidence and positive determination.
Although the chances are few.
As…
Walking in the streets of life.
Never found a reason to survive.

Ashish Kumar

Do we really need to know…


In every sense of mine you are there.
Living in your heart I am here.
Your smile is very delicate.
Just wondering, sometimes why you hate?
You gave me the meaning of life.
With you I always enjoy the life.
People say you are in love.
Not aware whether both of us are in love.
Neither I know nor you know.
Let it remain the same.
You understand me and I do the same.
Is is love or not?
Do we really need to know?
You cares for me the most.
I care for you the most.
Trust and understanding binds us together.
Happily we will live forever.
You reside in my heart.
Don’t worry I will never make you hurt.
You assisted me the time when I was alone.
Together we will never be alone.
You know I know.
Is it love or not?
Do we really need to know?

– Ashish Kumar