Trying to paint the paper…


Living in the piece of a paper.
I am trying to paint the paper.
Left in the curse of time.
I am trying to build a new time.
Shattered with the sudden storm.
I was left in a beach of thorn.
The pain was unbearable and immense.
Like someone put an iron rod in the chest.
Tears came and heart wrenched.
Wondered how I got the bloody drench.

Shame acts and broken trust continued.
I stood and fought till I can continue.
During the midst of day and night.
Life gave me tremendous fight.
Sacrificed everything which I had.
Only thing left was the time which was bad.
I lost the battle with a brutal end.
Tried a lot to avoid that end.

Loved the fact that I still survived.
Even though I had no reason to survive.
I left the world which was never mine.
Building a new world which will be mine.
Life is such of twisted events.
Tackling them is prominent.
It takes time to forget and forgive.
Hence life must be lived.
Some time is required to move on.
As…
Living in the piece of a paper.
I am trying to paint the paper.

– Ashish Kumar

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Closed all the doors…


I came suddenly in your life.
Giving both of us, a reason to survive.
You were mine and I was yours.
At a sudden, you closed all the doors.
Left me alone without giving me the reason.
I was shocked with this shattered situation.
You were the reason for happiness.
Now, you are the only reason for sadness.
You went to an unknown world.
Devastating our happy world.
Come back soon or it will be too late.
Without you I can’t survive for more days.
I remembered all those memories.
When…
You were mine and I was yours.
At a sudden, you closed all the doors.
Closed all the doors.

– Ashish Kumar

Walking in the streets of life…


Walking in the streets of life.
Never found a reason to survive.
Ups and downs came frequently.
I lost my momentum suddenly.
Hoping everything to be fine someday.
I started to live in disguise everyday.
Gone are the days when I used to smile.
At a sudden, started to give fake smile.

Heart wrenched and trust broke.
At that moment I lost all the hope.
During the midst of day and night.
I was looking for a ray of light.
Gave all my effort whenever required.
Never got what I always deserved and desired.
Leaving all these in the buried part of the heart.
That left me in the situation with hurted heart.

Life is full of ups and downs.
Without struggle one can’t get a crown.
I have fallen and fought the situation.
Now its time to create a new option.
A journey to reach a new destination.
With more confidence and positive determination.
Although the chances are few.
As…
Walking in the streets of life.
Never found a reason to survive.

Ashish Kumar

You are my future…


Every moment I feel your presence.
Most of the times I see your negligence.
Your eyes always speak something.
I just want to know that thing.
You are here I am here.
What is there to fear?
Leave the barking people aside.
Come in my heart and reside.
You are my only priority.
Together we will survive any tragedy.

I saw you the day when you cried.
For you my dear I did cried.
I know you more than yourself.
You know me more than myself.
Your lips are always hesitating.
Convey to myself instead of stopping.
Don’t think much about the social issues.
Together we will tackle all the issues.
Forget about everything and come closer.
We will be together.
Leave the rest.
Together we will enjoy all the fests.
I have nothing to do with the past.
I know only one thing.
I am your present.
And…
You are my future.
I am your present.
You are my future.

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– Ashish Kumar

Hi to Good Bye…


You came suddenly in my life.
Giving me a reason to survive.
I always enjoyed your presence.
Neither of us gave a sign of negligence.
I always scared to express my feelings.
Losing you will have no meaning.
You are the strength for mine.
Either in day or night.
You are mine.

Your expression always offers a proposal.
Not aware whether is this my proposal?
I have accepted you from bottom of my heart.
Praying always I should not get hurt.
Your lips always murmurs to say.
Let it come out, please convey.
You are the strength of mine.
Either in day or night.
You are mine.

One day I said “Hi.”
You ran away blinking your eyes.
Murmuring something you came back.
Suddenly said me ,“Good Bye.”
I was shocked and surprised.
As there was no reason to rise.
Neither me nor you thought to express.
That landed both becoming depressed.
Your eyes were watery which I never desired.
For you I always cried.
I never came to know what was my deed.
From inside and outside.
I did bleed.
Thought of having an infinite journey.
Again I landed in a tragedy.
Time changed.
You were the strength of mine.
But now you are not mine.
“Hi” turning into “Good Bye.”
Heart cried and tears fell.
Without you.
How can I be well?

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– Ashish Kumar