Trying to paint the paper…


Living in the piece of a paper.
I am trying to paint the paper.
Left in the curse of time.
I am trying to build a new time.
Shattered with the sudden storm.
I was left in a beach of thorn.
The pain was unbearable and immense.
Like someone put an iron rod in the chest.
Tears came and heart wrenched.
Wondered how I got the bloody drench.

Shame acts and broken trust continued.
I stood and fought till I can continue.
During the midst of day and night.
Life gave me tremendous fight.
Sacrificed everything which I had.
Only thing left was the time which was bad.
I lost the battle with a brutal end.
Tried a lot to avoid that end.

Loved the fact that I still survived.
Even though I had no reason to survive.
I left the world which was never mine.
Building a new world which will be mine.
Life is such of twisted events.
Tackling them is prominent.
It takes time to forget and forgive.
Hence life must be lived.
Some time is required to move on.
As…
Living in the piece of a paper.
I am trying to paint the paper.

– Ashish Kumar

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It rained a lot…


Sudden storm with lot of dust.
Making the surrounding full of dust.
Cloud bursting with full voice.
Echoing the environment with unnecessary noise.
Day became night due to dark cloud.
Suddenly barking voice started which was loud.
The situation was out of control.
Nothing was left to do the damage control.
Thunderstorm everywhere.
It rained a lot.
Yes, it rained a lot…
Not from the sky, but from the eyes.
It rained a lot.
Not from the sky, but from the eyes.

– Ashish Kumar

Waiting for arrival…



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Heart wrenched, soul cried.
Tried to normalize but it was a failed try.
You left me in the time when I needed you the most.
Leaving the heart in pain I cried for you the most.
You and I both were happy with each other.
A sudden storm separated each other.
The happiness which I saw on your face.
That was enough for me to win all the race.
The joy coming from your heart and face is still refreshed.
With me you were always happy and fresh.

I remember the day when you kissed my soul.
Burning all the memories which were foul.
I saw you the day when we separated.
Your eyes were watery and face was red.
Unable to control myself, my tears became bloody red.
I understand you are not well.
Praying for you so that all should get well.
I feel your presence and you feel the same.
Unaware why god is playing this game.
I know you are in residing in disguise.
Without you dear how can I move and rise.
Hugging you in distress.
I will burn all your problems and stress.
Hoping for that day to come when you smile again.
Burning all the problems and pain.
You are willing to be with me forever.
I am waiting for your arrival.
My arms are stretched to catch you forever.
I am just waiting for your arrival.
Waiting for arrival…

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– Ashish Kumar

THE TREE ULTIMATELY FELL


A building which was made by immense struggle and effort.
That collapsed due to a sudden storm.
Collecting the pieces of the collapsed structure.
I lost my own mind and the body structure.
The language and gesture all went in vain.
A sudden surprise, I was left in pain.
I didn’t cried but tears fell.
The tree I planted ultimately fell.

Residing in the narrow passage of my heart, there was a hope.
Searching for the way to convert that hope into a scope.
Loads of loads of trouble were in the queue.
Not aware whether this was a never ending queue.
The journey which I started from the bottom of my heart.
That came in an end which left my heart with  loads of hurt.
I enjoyed that moment a lot.
As I have to build another plot.
The plot with more immune capacity.
That is capable of holding any tragedy.
Hoping to get all is well.
I didn’t cried but tears fell.
Because…
The tree I planted ultimately fell.

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–  Ashish Kumar

…I WAS THERE…


I walked.
In an unknowing path.
No body was there.
But I was there.

From dawn to dusk.
The road was a lust.
Thorns spread here and there.
But I was there.

When left in dark.
My shadow went from my park.
Burning a candle on the way.
I created my way.
Keeping the dark away from here.
I was there.

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Sometimes heart got hurt.
Tried to make a new hut.
That also vanished in storm.
Making the way of one more thorn.
Happily accepted the challenge.
As I knew I can manage.
Not having a sleep.
But from inside, I did bleed.
Inconvenience spread everywhere.
But I was there.

The cycle continues always.
What will happen no body knows.
That is not in our hands.
To beat the unwanted, resists in our hands.
Nothing persist always.
Everything has its ways.
Good and bad moments will come.
The challenge lies in how to overcome.
In the past.
I was there.
And today also…
I am here…

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  – Ashish Kumar