All is not well…


Left in the uncertain condition.
There was no hope of desirable situation.
Thrashed by a sudden thunderstorm.
I have no strength to fight the storm.
Body collapsed and mind became rest.
I was left behind with the bloody fest.
Soul cried and heart broke.
Everything vanished at a sudden stroke.
I cried but tears didn’t fell.
Made me realize, all is not well.

Mind stopped to think and perform.
Started moving in the path of thorn.
Collecting the pieces of my hopes and desire.
Buried all those in a burning fire.
Life may not go the way I want.
I need to start from the scratch to grow a new plant.
Bleeding from inside and outside.
There was no reason to live any life.
I cried but tears didn’t fell.
Made me realize, all is not well.
I smiled and smiled.
Leaving behind the darkened nights.
Left searching for any hope.
Now its time to create a new hope.
Building from the base one more time.
Let the life play with my time.
I won’t give up.
Remembering those moments gives me sensational feeling.
As that time…
I cried but tears didn’t fell.
Made me realize, all is not well.
All is not well.

 – Ashish Kumar

Hi to Good Bye…


You came suddenly in my life.
Giving me a reason to survive.
I always enjoyed your presence.
Neither of us gave a sign of negligence.
I always scared to express my feelings.
Losing you will have no meaning.
You are the strength for mine.
Either in day or night.
You are mine.

Your expression always offers a proposal.
Not aware whether is this my proposal?
I have accepted you from bottom of my heart.
Praying always I should not get hurt.
Your lips always murmurs to say.
Let it come out, please convey.
You are the strength of mine.
Either in day or night.
You are mine.

One day I said “Hi.”
You ran away blinking your eyes.
Murmuring something you came back.
Suddenly said me ,“Good Bye.”
I was shocked and surprised.
As there was no reason to rise.
Neither me nor you thought to express.
That landed both becoming depressed.
Your eyes were watery which I never desired.
For you I always cried.
I never came to know what was my deed.
From inside and outside.
I did bleed.
Thought of having an infinite journey.
Again I landed in a tragedy.
Time changed.
You were the strength of mine.
But now you are not mine.
“Hi” turning into “Good Bye.”
Heart cried and tears fell.
Without you.
How can I be well?

leave-alone

– Ashish Kumar