Trying to paint the paper…


Living in the piece of a paper.
I am trying to paint the paper.
Left in the curse of time.
I am trying to build a new time.
Shattered with the sudden storm.
I was left in a beach of thorn.
The pain was unbearable and immense.
Like someone put an iron rod in the chest.
Tears came and heart wrenched.
Wondered how I got the bloody drench.

Shame acts and broken trust continued.
I stood and fought till I can continue.
During the midst of day and night.
Life gave me tremendous fight.
Sacrificed everything which I had.
Only thing left was the time which was bad.
I lost the battle with a brutal end.
Tried a lot to avoid that end.

Loved the fact that I still survived.
Even though I had no reason to survive.
I left the world which was never mine.
Building a new world which will be mine.
Life is such of twisted events.
Tackling them is prominent.
It takes time to forget and forgive.
Hence life must be lived.
Some time is required to move on.
As…
Living in the piece of a paper.
I am trying to paint the paper.

– Ashish Kumar

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Better to do something…


 

Life is full of unexpected events.
Sometimes bad sometimes good.
Making cry or smile at those events.
It’s good to have experience.
Sometimes startling and sometimes enjoying.
During the midst of day and night.
We often come across several memories.
Some haunted and some taunted.
Memories remains forever.
Events can’t be forgotten.
But can  only be forgiven.

Some moments are everlasting.
Making us to cherish.
Some are really unfortunate.
It is our duty to make it fortunate.
This is what life’s all about.
Here we are born and will be dead one day.
Better to do something…
That will be remembered for everyday.
Time is less and life is short.
Better to do something…
That will reside in everyone’s heart.

– Ashish Kumar

Your presence is felt everywhere…


Your weird look is also cute.
Compelling me to salute.
I wonder how you make such expressions.
That buries all my tension.
Your presence is a motivation.
Allowing me to move in your direction.
Whether you are here or there.
Your presence is felt everywhere.
I know you too feel the same.
Not showing because of shame.
I am there for you always.
You are there for me always.
I never expressed my feelings.
You never disclosed your feelings.
Residing away you feel your presence.
Miles away I feel your essence.
Trust and understanding binds us together.
Residing in each others heart we will live forever.
Your problems are mine.
My happiness is yours.
As of now, we are not here.
But…
Whether you are here or there.
Your presence is felt everywhere.
Your presence is felt everywhere.

– Ashish Kumar

Walking in the streets of life…


Walking in the streets of life.
Never found a reason to survive.
Ups and downs came frequently.
I lost my momentum suddenly.
Hoping everything to be fine someday.
I started to live in disguise everyday.
Gone are the days when I used to smile.
At a sudden, started to give fake smile.

Heart wrenched and trust broke.
At that moment I lost all the hope.
During the midst of day and night.
I was looking for a ray of light.
Gave all my effort whenever required.
Never got what I always deserved and desired.
Leaving all these in the buried part of the heart.
That left me in the situation with hurted heart.

Life is full of ups and downs.
Without struggle one can’t get a crown.
I have fallen and fought the situation.
Now its time to create a new option.
A journey to reach a new destination.
With more confidence and positive determination.
Although the chances are few.
As…
Walking in the streets of life.
Never found a reason to survive.

Ashish Kumar

अच्छा लगता है.


वो तुम्हारा अचानक से चले जाना.
जाके फिर वापस आना.
नुका छुपी खेल के मुझे सतना.
मुझसे नाराज़ हो कर मुझे रुलाना.
अच्छा लगता है.
बहुत अच्छा लगता है.

वो तुम्हारा गुस्से से मुस्कुराना.
दिल मे मेरे हमेशा के लिए बस जाना.
सुबह शाम होने का एहसास दिलाना.
हमेशा के लिए मेरा हो जाना.
अच्छा लगता है.
बहुत अच्छा लगता है.

तुम्हारी धड़कानों मे मेरा होना.
होठों का अचानक से सिसकना.
दिल की बात दिल मे रखना.
ज़ुबान से कुछ ओर ही कहना.
अच्छा लगता है.
बहुत अच्छा लगता है.

छोर दिया है मैने सब कुछ.
तुम ही हो मेरा अब सब कुछ.
साथ ना छोड़ूँगा तुम्हारा.
बस मेरी हो के रहना.
वो तुम्हारा आँखों से इशारा करना.
कभी घूर के मुझे देखना.
तुमसे बात करना, तुम्हे सतना.
तुम्हारी यादों मे खोए रहना.
अच्छा लगता है.
अच्छा लगता है.

– Ashish Kumar